Hi. I'm ________ and I am positive with HIV.
Yesterday, I was informed that I was reactive HIV. A confirmatory test will be done to finally seal my fate.
I don't know, I wasn't shocked to find out, I've been thinking that I have this 'illness'. What I'm worried about is my partner. I haven't divulged my status to anyone yet. I am not hoping that everything will be fine, I don't want to set my expectations. I can't help but to cry. I have disappointed a lot of people. I feel that everyone will look down on me because of this...
When I woke up this morning, everything seems normal. Breakfast, a bit of tv, vitamins (which I will religiously take from now on.) Everything is normal, except the I know that I am positive with HIV. Today, I'll start my journey as a HIV+ person. Calling all pozzies out there, Help me.
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